Emilia's phone

I'm still again so so so sorry about that Andy you didn't deserve all those things that happened to you and again feel free to talk to me about anything you want I'll be there, remember i've been through all that same shit as you

You're his little sister, and you'll always be   the thing is... he's just overprotected about you and you have to live your life, your a woman, your an adult now and I thing that... He's just scared for you and plus... As he left Sweden when you were like 10ish... he still think that you're a child But... well no... I wanted to say that I'll talk to him

Thanks for the nachos     I can't wait to eat them  

And I will always worry about you and Max you know I love you both so much

Don't apologize.

Thanks again, even though I'm still mad at myself.  

However, if he knew that I am no longer a child since... Since he left for Australia. Sometimes I just wish I could go back in time, silly as the idea is.    But don't worry, don't feel you have to talk to him about it, I will in due course, it's not the priority.

You know what, I'll even prepare some right away, so they'll still be warm when I arrive !

Thank you, really. But right now, it's my job to look after you two. I love you too.  

Don't be mad at yourself Andy, you did nothing wrong, you were just a child... But your father.... I did respect him before, but now...   You're precious and you should never think that it was your fault, it wasn't !

And you know that i'll be there with you if you need me to when you'll tell him everything ok ? Even if... well even he doesn't want to speak with me, I'll be there for you

nachoooooooos  

I can't stop myself worrying about you two you know      

He suffered too. You know, he said I was too much like Mamma. Maybe he couldn't stand it, I don't know. You're entitled to make up your own mind about him, I wouldn't blame you. I love him because he's my father but... There's something that... Well, you know what I mean ?

I still think that the later the better... No ? I don't want to break his heart. We know how that feels... No, I can't !

Thank you, really, I feel that the word itself is not strong enough !

Do you want drinks with it ? Enjoy, we have stock to sell with short dates !

I know, I do the same thing. They won't change us !

maybe he was suffering... But you were just a child Andy... He shouldn't have treated you like this and i know that you love him because he's your father but you have the right to hate him as well because of all the pain he caused you... I can't understand how a father can treat his child like this

Even if you tell him today, tomorrow, in a week or even a month or a year it will still break his heart... And i think the sooner the better you really should talk to Max whenever you ready for...

And don't thanks me, i'm here for you as I would have love to have someone by my side too you know

I would love some mojitos is it possible ??

I know, I know perfectly well. But... I don't even blame him for me. I'm just mad at him for my daughter. Hillevy didn't ask for anything. I mean, at the same time, I couldn't even protect her then.

I would never be, Emilia. Never. I've tried a thousand times. Or I would end up giving up because of my stammer. And often, when I saw his smile, I didn't want to break it. You know, I think the reason I'm alive today is because I love to see his face full of joy more than anything else in the world. I definitely can't tell Max...

Yes, that's all I can do...

Even being there for you during this hard time, I don't think it's enough !

Mojito without alcohol then ! Not because... You are pregnant... But mostly because with the intervention all that, professional deformation on both sides, I admit it !

I understand what you mean but it's all his fault for you and for Hillevy You deserved better

Andy, I know what you're feeling about protecting Max, but... He deserves to know what you've been through and most of all who your father really is... It will break his heart for sure, but .... You can't keep it to yourself and lie to him again and again

And what you're doing to me by taking care of your brother is more that I need I'm fine you know, I have my brother, my godson, my sister in law... I'm not alone... Max only has you

I wanted alcohool  

I know that...

I don't want to break his heart. I'm not like that. I know I'm going to blame myself afterwards.  

I just think that...

This is the lesser evil. Lying to him is the lesser evil. So that he can live with peace of mind...

I know that ! But... I'm going to forget about alcohol, out of professional conscience, OK ?  

It will break his heart for sure but... he's a full grown up and he will get better but you can't hide him forever Andy... It's not fair for you and for him... And for me... I don't know if I will be able to lie to him forever Andy... I know that I promise to not tell him, and I won't but.... It's hard for me to lie to Max

I will pour alcohol accidentally in it...      

You know he's going to redouble his efforts to overprotect me... And that's going to hurt him for sure.

I knew I shouldn't have told you !

No you don't Emilia ! No alcohol !

So... I'm so sorry. I'm really sorry... I knew that talking about it would do no good.  

I know that Andy, but you know that I will talk to him and try ... I really said try because you know your brother ... to talk to him about that.. about the fact that he is overprotected about you

And don't worry, I'm glad that you told me, because I can help you being better as I was at your place a year ago

But.... Just a little bit of alcohol... it won't kill me ???  

No no, he won't change that I know. He has always done it. All because Mamma was ill and Pappa was absent.

It's not just that, Emilia...

I thank you, but... But I didn't want to put pressure on you. And that's what I did by admitting all this... All the more reason not to tell Max !    

No alcohol, Emilia... You could have complications during the procedure...

I understand but, I could try to talk with him... I'm a little sister with 2 big brothers Andy so... Let me try Or I can even ask Livio to talk with him (And I'm talking about Max like nothing is wrong between us )

You know that he deserves to know what happened Andy ... He can help you to heal too

Ok doc... no alcohol  

... No ! No, don't bring more people into this, please.  

I know that... But... I'm used to it. I don't even know if we ever really get over this...

Finally... That was not the point. I'm sorry, I don't want to hurt you either, Emilia.

Don't call me Doc. But... Thank you.  

I won't tell my brother about what you've been through Andy, just about the fact that Max he's worth than him

We can't get over what we lived, we just have to learn to live with it and accept other people to help us

It's okay, you're not hurting me... but the fact that you're brother is ghosting me... that's what's hurt me

And you're not a doc yet but you will be

No, even for Max, no...

I have already learned to live with it. For the rest, I may not be ready yet...

I'm sorry, Emilia... I'll be leaving soon, so I'll get my things and go.

Within a year I will have my doctorate !

I won't tell anything it was just a joke... I'm trying to laugh even if I don't really want to  

You just have to learn to count on other people Andy :)

I'm waiting for you and the nachos    

I'll be a full doctor in 5 years

Sorry, I... I panicked...

It is up to me to be there for others !

And the mojito without alcohol !

I will finally be a doctor before you... I mean, I'll be a midwife... It's not the same, is it ?

It's okay don't worry

Yeah, but others can be here for you too

Mojito without alcohol yes    

It's not actually the same but without you, all the mothers would be lost so you're as important as every doctor

No, no...

But... I'm getting by. With a few knocks but... I'm fine !

You know that my job is not just about mothers. Look, I can even vaccinate and do some tests... Well, yeah, that makes it a doctorate.