Emilia's phone

Andy   i need to know EVERYTHING about you and Andrew

And also, i'm not at my place for the rest of the week, i have my appointement on friday to get my abortion and until then i'm staying at my brother's house speaking about Brother how is Max ?

Hey, Emi

About...

We're only friends ! Emilia for fuck's sake !

There is nothing to know !

So, if I have to deliver surprises to you, should I deliver them to your brother ? You'll give me his address, well... No, wait, wait, wait. I don't want to impose. No, it's not right.

He... Is okay ? I suppose so. Actually, he still doesn't talk, or only to... Know where I'm going, when I'm coming home, and tell me to be careful. When I tell him about you, he closes up like an oyster. But Mamma always said that a bruised heart is a functioning heart, a healing heart! I'm sure he'll come on Friday.

ok if you say so...  

What kind of surprise would you deliver to me ? just tell me it's ok, i'll go outside few minutes to see you that's ok don't worry

Hummmm... Ok .... I'm starting to think he won't show up on friday and that we're kinda... Not together anymore

Emilia !

In any case, there is nothing to know... He is only my friend !

We met in Sweden one night when I was a waitress in a bar in Uppsala.

We have continued to talk since then, by sms. And when we meet again here, we just enjoy seeing each other, that's all... Well, maybe we're checking each other out... Look, I can't say he's ugly, I mean.
MMS MMS MMS

Perhaps our specialities of the moment... We have an Italian evening later this week!

Don't say that ! He's stubborn, he's got something to stand on, believe me ! Just give him a little more time. He's closing up, but he's not really running away anymore. You know, he's reaching out for information, but he still seems... Lost? No... Fragile? I mean, I don't know if you know what I mean, but... The idea is there!

i trust you :) and i know how he looks and even his little sister :) i met them at the hospital she's so cute :)!

Italian fois best food in the world and i'm not saying this because i'm italian don't judge me

I'm not even sure he's listening to my vocal or.. i don't know, i wish he could give me a sign you know...

Eireen is amazing, really ! She's my little princess, for sure !

So I'm being slightly psychopathic with these photos...

Do. Not. Judge. Me.

Yes, you are very objective. As I can be about Swedish food.

I'll bring you everything that's left don't worry !

You know, he listens to everything, he reads everything. I see him sometimes pick up his phone and... I mean... Afterwards, he does a bit like the children. He doesn't say anything and he sticks to me, begging for attention. He's getting on, I assure you, it's just that he's stubborn, the Hound.

Why would i judge you?   Andrew is a really nice guy :) and a really good big brother to Eireen :D but I'm pretty sure Max is angry about your insta post right?

I like swedish food but ... italian food   owns my heart ^^

I wish he could talk to me you know, that we could talk about it ... I feel like i'm alone in this situation, that I have to go through everything just by myself and... I know that he disagree with my decision but ... I wish we could have talk about it together... Just please remind him that I love him still okay ?

IDK...

Yes, I know, they're both adorable, they're a bit like Max and me... With a twenty year difference!

Of course he's upset... I had to leave the ward and go to the changing room because I'm going to have a panic attack.

Yeah, but you know what else is good?

JAPANESE FOOD !

I know, I know, Emilia. I'm trying to, to push him. But he's always been more stubborn than me, that one... But don't worry, I don't mind talking to him. Explaining things to him is also part of my job. But he knows that, I keep telling him.

Andy.. do you need me to call you ? And you know I did read somewhere that when you have a panic attack you have to do the 5-4-3-2-1 things... 5 things you see, 4 things you hear, 3 things you can feel, 2 things you can smell, 1 thing you can taste with things around you... I already tested that with some child at hospital and it helps a lot :)

I would have text or call Max, but I'm not sure this is gonna help him to relax actually...

Asian food is amazing

No, it's okay. It's okay...

I will try, thank you.

No, don't do anything, I... I'm used to dealing with tantrums. I mean, at least with Max, I know I'm safe physically.

Tomorrow night, if you like, I'll bring you some sushi!

Andy... Did he tell you something ? I know he won't hurt you physically but.. Even if he's hurting you with his words... I can't let that happen, you don't deserve him to treat you like that !!

Nothing... It's okay.

It's nothing, a temporary crisis.

I can handle it, don't worry.